Alhamdulilah

sorie semua sbb saye nie baru nk cari keselesaan dlm hidup so baru dpt kat tempat baru ngan kwn2 yg cool2..hahahhahha~ jadi saye xla bukak blog nie..dah lame dah xconteng blog nie...hahahah~ so ape sy nk cite kat cini ialah saye dah masuk blaja kat shah alam mengambil course GRAPHIC DESIGN seperti yg saye idamam2 kan..heeeee~ akhirnya tercapai juga tuk menyambung pengajian saye...walaupun saye nie xder la pandai mane pun tapi semangat saye tuk blaja 2 ade...so saye bersyukur sgt2 dpt menyambung cita2 tuk blaja..alhamdulilah buat saye!

hmm

hari ni hari jumaat..malam nanti kot mungkin besh cikit..heeee~ tengok la kalau2 aku kuar malam nie..heeee~ hurm hari ni aku cube buat semua bende tuk lupekan dier tapi xleh jugak dier masih dalam ingatan aku...terkejut jugak la aku bile nk on je blog nie teringat kat dier adoi! mcm mane la leh mcm 2 pulak nasib baik blog nie..hhahahhaha~ dammit! lg pun semua org ade teman sejati mereka aku tengok org2 2 jelouse pun ade! tapi nk buat mcm mane dah nasib badan kan..heeee~ c[=

rubik cube

life as i know it's like the rubik cube i played,
try as best to solved the puzzle, its like you can never solved it.
but try as hard and as quickly as i can soon it will be solved,
life takes time to heal pain,
life also take time to heal sorrows,
sometime, it's hard to look at the rubik cube as a toy,
it take's brains to figure it out,
and complete the rubik cube.

when i stop solving the puzzle in my mind, i get caught up
i get torn apart,
life as i know it vanish in thin air,
cry as hard and loud as i can, but no one will come to my aid,
only god at my side, to keep me in a straight line
i paused my life, just to keep it intact
so i wont ask anything from anyone to come to my aid,
i believe that life wont wait for anything,
and you yourself have to put all your afford to make it good.

i have learn a lot from experience and self thought
that sooner or later you have to change in odder to make used of your life
and strive to greatness and i want to say thanks to that
if you learn from pain each day since your 7 years of age
than you know how hard it is to achieve what i have achieve today
i'm not blaming anyone just me my self
after all of the sorrows and pain that my heart takes
finally i found the path and the courage to move on
to search for that light that once gone in my life
the joy and excitement that have vanish this pass few years
but whatever it is you have to make the first move and take the first leap in your life
if you fallen down hard you get up harder
that is what people say but its hard for me
to make the first leap but somehow i found it

update

asalamualaikum semua..minta maaf kerana dah lame xblog..saye amat sibuk tuk perbetulkan hidup saye..ahhahaha..sekarang dah mantain terhebat! itulah trademark saye skrg!..
hebat kan..semalam saye pegi main futsal dengan budak2 tophost!
amat seronok..dah lame xmaen futsal..bile maen baru berape minit dah pancit,.ahahha...
cube cari cerita baru tuk diri sendiri..blog2 sebelum nie semua emo...ahahha sekarang nie saye dah lihat dunia drpd pandangan yg laen pulak,.seronok! itulah yg saya dpt gambarkan!
harap ape yg tertulis akan datang semua fun2~

blinking lights

melihat ke luar rumah-ku..
lampu neon terang di sekitar KL
berkelip2 lampu kl tower!
suasana sepi pada pukul 6 pagi
satu kereta pun tidak kelihatan
semua sedang nenyak tidur dikatil masing2
tetapi aku hanya mampu melihat mereka tidur dgn nenyak-nya
pening aku dibuatnya
hari sabtu akan tiba..
ape activiti aku pada hari tersebut??
entah apa yg aku akan buat..
melihat ke kamar bilikku
ikan2 pun sedang berenang dengan perlahan
aduhai letih badan tetapi sikit pun xmengantuk!
tapi aku rasa lebih baik hidup seperti ini
tiada siapa blh bising atau text aku pagi2..hahaha
telepon xberbunyi sepi saja pagi nie..kadang2 rindu angin bayu
mungkin aku rindu teman ku!
yg berada jauh nun disana..hahah
belajar sehingga pintar dan bijak!
ape2 pun dia akan pulang
tetapi cepat atau lambat sahaja..
argh kenapa xleh tido nie~!!

cool stuff!

semalam saye pergi jln2 bersama ibu yg tercinta..
terserempak ngan satu org yg xdiduga..ahhaha kelakar sungguh dier!!
mata dier besa! muke pun dah lain dah..hahah..terkejut dier tengok saye
mcm nmpk hantu!!heeee~nasib baik dier xkene heart attack..ahhaa
sy nmpk dier terus tegur dier..ingatkan dier xkenal saye rupe2 nyer dier
tunggu je saye tegur dier takut salah org..ahhaha~
sekarang rambut saye dah panjang so dier pun mcm ingat2 lupe..
nasib baik saye tegur dier kalau xtegur mesti dier xdpt no telepon saye..
ahhahah~
nanti contact2 k! jgn la sombong sangat..heeeee~
okey la nk kene siap nie nk kene gerak kajang pulak long drive there..
i mcm PA ibu saye pulak sbb syg punyer pasal ikut la..hahahah
=)

Bangkit ku semula

Perjalanan kehidupku..
dikiri kanan dugaan cabaran
keseorangan menempuh ujian
meneruskan pejuangan
takdir maha esa
restu ayah bonda mencapai cita-cita
usah putus asa kelak ku berjaya
membela nasibku masaku kan tiba..
keimanan
keyakinan
sinar cahaya menunjuk haluan
walaupun payah ku harus tabah
demi mencapai seindah impian
jika satu ketika
langkah tidak terdaya
berkat doa usahaku
tuhan maha esa!

ini lah kata2 yg membuat ku tabah dalam menghadapi dunia..
insya-allah aku kan buat yg terbaik tuk semua.. =)

Need party asap!

argh!! nk pegi party...
mesti besh kalau everytime je ade party..
heeeee~

kebosanan melanda!

adoi!..asyik2 bosan..asyik2 bosan..
kenape asyik2 bosan..mungkin pasal xtaw nk buat pe kowt..
wakaka~
org yg fun dah gerak terengganu..xsempat nk ckp good bye kat dier..
tapi xper nanti dier balik mesti fun balik..huhu!
semua dah move on kan..dunia nie kadang2 besh dan kadang2 xbesh..
kenape semua bende buruk dtg xmenentu??
dan semua yg baik dtg selalu??
entah la kadang2 rase nk je melutut kat atas jalan..
ahahha~
hari berganti hari tetap xdpt nk mencari kepuasan dunia..
tapi xmengapa harap2 dpt kenal org baru dan dpt menghidupkan dunia saya semula..
jiwang kan..heeee~
tapi xmengapa dier pun dah sedar bile bersama ape pun xmenjadi..
sekarang dier dah melangkah ke alam yg baru dah besar org kate..
dunia die dah lain dan dunia saye pun dah lain..
mencari benda baru dlm hidup bukan senang
tapi bile dah dpt 2 mesti rase mcm DAMN! fun!
sekarang saye pun cube2 je dunia baru nie..
harap2 dpt mehidupkan semua perkara yg besh2 dalam dunia nie..
cari punye cari dpt jugak!
tapi adakah semua yg dpt hilang nanti..
itu semua terserah sahaja kat takdir
kalau ada, ada la..
kalau xder, xder la..
senang je kan..
hmm~
hahah nk minta maaf pun dah xgune dah..
dunia mane nk maaf..dunia nk result..
tapi itu lah dunia!

Cube tuk menyeronokkan diri

bile lepak mcm nie mesti ade je bende nk pk kan..
hahah..xleh bla..tapi pegi jalan2 agak seronok kalau dah bosan
tapi kalau kuar byk sangat mcm xder bende nk buat la pulak..
kalau ade mase nanti mesti rase nk kuar je..
tapi bile dah kuar mesti rase mcm nk balik je..
manusia nie mesti xpernah nak puas kan..
kenape mcm 2 ehh??sape2 taw jawapan sila la beritahu..
heeee~

semalam agak seronok!
buat semua bende yg i xpernah buat...
jalan2 cari colege kat shah alam..pastu pegi pop art cafe lepak isap shi-sha
pastu mase dalam perjalanan ke pop art cafe ade bende jadi dekat saye..
saye hampir melanggar kereta tetapi sempat mengelak..mase mengelak 2 saye dilanggar oleh
kereta lain pulak..adoi! nasib baik xjatuh..
pastu nk jadikan cerita nie lagi menarik..mase gerak ke shah alam pulak nk hujan..
heeee~ terpaksa redah je hujan...baju basah kuyup nasib baik la ade org baik hati kasi pinjam
sweater dier..heeee~
(terima kasih awk!..nanti saye hantar balik k sweater awk 2)
pastu lepak ngan member punyer mak yg dah 4 thn xjumpe..ehehhe..ckp pasal bende2 merapu tetapi sangat2 la menyeronokkan..yg paling terkejut sekali mak dier ingat pulak 2 kat aku..
ahhahahhahahahah~
pastu lepak sampai la ke pagi..

Terkenang

heee~
whisper to the wind to hush
my baby is sleeping
i see trough the window
and a reflection of u appears..
when i smile at the sky
people say that im in love
what a wonderfull feeling
but happy thought's soon would come to an end
she is gone
sad is the feeling
reading all my mistake's
sure all would go away!

whatever i do still the same
in my head she has gone
in my heart she is there
but what can i do
the key is with you my dear
like when the first time i give it to u
but now my heart is closed
becoz the key is almost lost
but im a man of my words
my heart is hurts is okey
to give others the hapier life

now u have gone to a better life
without me in ur life..
funny to me but hurt's inside
every laughter turns to tears
but is okey
life must go on
world keeps turning..
forget the past n embrace the future..

trying his best! <3<3

Terindah buat ku

Hanya kita

berdua melihat keindahan alam
hanya kita berdua..
tiada siapa boleh lenyapkan cahaya dihati kita
hanya kita yg mengelapkan hati kita..
tetapi mercun terang dilangit
membuat hati girang..
satu perpatah saye amik drpd org jepun..
kalau dua insan yg secara tidak sengaja melihat mercun
berduaan jd mereka telah direstui untuk bersama..

senang kan hidup mereka..
hanya percaya apa yg dikatakan
tidak memilih cinta sendiri..
kerana mereka juga takut akan cinta
kerana hanya yg mempunyai hati yg kental sahaja
blh memegang cinta!
kita blm menghadapi semua itu lagi
cinta bagi kita seumpama mainan dunia
akan tetapi kita yg sebenarnya tentukan sama-ada
cinta itu mainan atau btl2 perasaan cinta!

selalu terpikir..
kenapa org panggil cahaya mercun itu bunga api??
mungkin setengah org mengatakan sbb bentuk letupannya seakan2 bunga,
tapi kalau yg xkuar bunga kene panggil bunga api ka..heee~
ape2 pun saye akan panggil bungga api 2 cahaya terang di langit!..

saya akan menanti cahaya itu terang semula! <3

Melodie that suit my feeling

Sound~
straight from the twilight..
has me up all night..
i can't fall asleep..
coz i keep thinkin' of you..

and i..
saw a shadow..
outside my window..
and it's you..

all my sorrows..
flew away..
"hush"
keep quiet hear me say..
i dont ever want you to go..
pleased stay~
with the moonlight dancin' free..
and there's no one..
but you and me..
there's no reason to go astray..
pleased stay~

makin' up a story..
it's the way you're lookin' at me..
if u think that this is funny..
it's just you..
try and think about it..
if your heart is closed..
don't lock it!
keep your keys back in your pocket..
think this through..

all my sorrows..
flew away..
"hush"
keep quiet hear me say..
i dont ever want you to go..
pleased stay~
with the moonlight dancin' free..
and there's no one..
but you and me..
there's no reason to go astray..
pleased stay~

pleased stay with me..
just stay with me..
and i will take you to..
foreverland~
just stay~

Cinta

aku mencari sesuatu buat ku..
ape yg dapt ku gemgam hanyut dipukul ombak
ape yg terurai sudah ku tempuhi..
mungkin kita blh buat semuanya selalu..
mungkin kita blh berhenti dan biarkan saat manis kita selalu ada,
awak la yg buat ku terpaku..
cinta awak terhadap saya amat penuh..
tetapi apa yg telah berlalu biarkan lah ia pergi selamanya..
akan tetapi dunia tetap berjalan dan masa xakan berhenti buat kita..

"i will never break ur heart"
"just let me show u what u been wating for"
"let's take's slow"
"do..do..do..doo..~
saving all my kisses for you

lagu nie sedap..penenang hidup..
bagaikan ombap memukul lautan..
melodi indah xterperi..
Umm! sedap sekali!..eheh =p

pantai..

ahahha..berjalan di tepi laut...angin bayu menenangkan..semua perjalan hidup ade pahit manis..
semua bergantung kepada ape yg kita mahu...kalau pendirian kita kate A..tetap akan jadi A..hehe =)
skg hanya aku yg dapat menentukan jln hidup ku..waaaahahahah.. semua tergantung kat diri sendiri...insya-allah aku dpt menanggung nasib diri sendiri..seronok dapat menjelajah negeri sendiri..

today~

hehehe...today penat sgt..
bangun pagi..pastu kene kuar dah..
mandi2..siap2...terus gerak..
kelip mate je dah sampai kat
Bukit jalil..tibe2 je briefing..adess!
penat je dengar bende2 yg dier ckp...
wakkakaa...
pastu pegi ampang..
amik barang sat
pastu pegi le balik terus..
dah sampai umah..mandi2 jap pastu
terus on9 facebook..
wakakak..=0
tak sabar nk tunggu tomorow!...
mesti fun kan =)

kiss

owh when can i feel the love as this picture present..
they are falling in love n the kiss is so pure..
no one can top a kiss that have been done by love..
only love can do all this..
but i think she done wif this love
she have taken her love and bring it as far away as she can
when u fall in love wif some 1..the 1 thing's that u have 2 do is?
i also dont know..my promises i always keep it..
i remember all the promises that i made to her..
but she think that im living in the past..
but its ok..coz from a lil boy i became a men..
all the love that i give her is going down the drain
but im still strong..
i will show to everyone that i will get what i want..

love

sometime people say to me that they have a love problem..then they say the felling of love is hurting them..so i say to them "love is not a feeling is an ability"..some people have this ability..to love the person most dearly..but the other's that dont have this ability they will try to follow their hearts..but remember this the person that dont know how to used their heart maybe will affect ur patner maybe bf/gf at a time..but for the most lucky one's that have this ability they will enjoy the patner bf/gf at the time..

ahhaha..this is all i want to say about the subject that im also sux at it..
thanks to this person.

kareoke lagi..lols

lagi sekali pegi kareoke tetapi dgn org baru..yeay!

......

mendengar azan pada waktu pagi menenangkan ku...
aku seperti xtahu mengapa aku xblh tido berberapa hari ini..
semua yg aku lakukan seperti tiada makna dlm hidup ku..
mengapa semua berlaku padaku??
aku bosan dengan kata2 org disekeliling ku..
aku perlu membuat sesuatu tuk buat diriku tabah..
aku akan cuba tuk menggembirakan hati ku dengan menyimpan segala
kenangan indah kau dan aku..
biarpun aku keseorangan aku tidak akan putus asa dan terus mencintai nya!
tapi adakah aku akan diterima semula?
itu terserah kepadanya..
langit menceritakan segala duka ku..
aku menangis di sini tanpa kata..
hanya titisan air mata yg dpt memberi ku makna
hati sebak
hati pilu
siapa yg tahu?
duduk di bilik ku terkenangkan mu
terkenang akan semua perkara yg kau dan aku lakukan..
tidak kira dimana aku berada
kenangan itu tetap ada..
bergelendang air mataku..
sekarang aku tahu bahawa aku hanya sampah..
aku tidak dpt membuktikan bahawa aku adalah segalanya tuk dirimu
tetapi walaupun aku kesal..dia sudah pergi..

adess!

bila hari menjelang siang
akan ku termenungkan gambar mu
bila kau tiada,
aku tiba2 rebah,
rasa seperti nyawa ku telah meninggalkan ku,
dunia ini seperti tiada lagi tuk diriku
kerna dialah duniaku..
apakah salahku kerana mencintai kamu!
pabila ku baru mula hendak mecintai mu,
kau pergi tanpa kata2..
aku hairan dan tepaku.
cinta..

I Would Live in Your Love

I would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea,
Borne up by each wave as it passes, drawn down by each wave that
recedes,

I would empty my soul of the dreams that have gathered in me,
I would beat with your heart as it beats, I would follow your soul
as it leads.

Needs

Like the sun needs a moon,
I need to see you soon.
Like a magician needs a dove,
I need to have your love
Like words need a song,
It is for you which I long.
Like a race needs to start,
I need you in my heart.
Like laughter needs a smile,
I need you all the while
Like an eye needs a tear,
I need to have you near.
Like a bird needs a feather,
We need to be together.
Love is a very special thing,
It makes you want to shout and sing
the thought of not having you

one picture said a thousand words

this picture is can say a thousand words becouse it have a everything that i wanted to say for a long time but i was clueless on what to say..hehe so there you go..this is what i wanted to say...

A sad day

today all things go wrong
upside down it went
my girl just broke up with me
now that i'm all alone
i love her very much
but thing just fell apart
what a misery to my life
oh i wish i could have her once again.
a very sad day

Im Not Yours

I am not yours, not lost in you,
Not lost, although I long to be
Lost as a candle lit at noon,
Lost as a snowflake in the sea.

You love me, and I find you still
A spirit beautiful and bright,
Yet I am I, who long to be
Lost as a light is lost in light.

Oh plunge me deep in love, put out
My senses, leave me deaf and blind,
Swept by the tempest of your love,
A taper in a rushing wind.

Adess!

melihat kata2 mu membuat ku sedih
semua cinta ku hapus dengan satu kata dari mu
aku taw aku bukan yg terbaik tuk mu
aku sedar bahawa kau bukan milikku lagi
aku hanya ingin kau taw bahawa kau dihati ku
akan ku tunggu
walau aku sudah tidak bernyawa lagi
akan ku ingat segala cinta yg telah kita lalui
aku risau,
aku hampa
tapi apakan daya ku
dia telah mencinta yg lain
adakah silap ku??
kerna menggengam mu terlalu perlahan
adakah silapku kerna membuat mu binggung dengan tingkahlaku ku??
adakah aku membuat kamu susah tuk mencintai ku??
semuanya telah berakhir buat ku..
walau banyak cara telah ku katakan pada mu
aku akan tetap mencintai mu
aku cintai mu selamanya..

ingat2 lupe

heehe..sorie semua saye lupe nk bagi taw ape saye buat semalam..huhu mungkin gambar nie dpt tunjukkan ape yg saye buat..

tada..nie la gambar kiteorg kat kareoke mase birthday along..ehehe...walaupun xjd suprise kiteorg tapi tanda senyum-an dier telah buat kite semua turut tersenyum..huhuh... =)


mase skg: 5.55am 5feb2010


skg nie agak bosan xtaw nk tido atau tidak..
kepala penuh dengan sampah..ahhaha..
kenapa asyik teringat kisah dulu??
bosan la jugak asyik murung je..
pastu kalau jumper member pun terpaksa buat muke yg kite xder masalah..
haiss..penat la asyik bayangkan dunia nie mcm drama..
sekarang tengah mencuba tuk tidak STRESS!!
wakakkaakaka... =) tibe2 je gelak..sengal kan..huhuh =p

poem tuk org yg suke bangun pagi2 sebelum matahari terbit..kalau bgn pun btl2 time baru matahari nk naik..

matahari datang hanya tuk ku..
cerahi duniaku..
alangkah indahnya kalau aku
ceria seperti matahari
yg hanya tahu menyinari alam semesta kita
dengan tidak berkata apa..
tapi bila angin berbisik padaku
aku terus terdiam
lalu aku jatuh, rebah badan ku
kerna terlalu hampa dgn kata2 angin
suatu kisah sedih ditelinga-ku
tapi walau apa jua kata2 nya mengigati aku
matahari akan tetap menyinari kita
walau dimana kau berada... =)

wow...

kadang2 dunia nie pelik..tapi ape yg buat dier pelek??mungking org kate dunie nie pelik sbb byk pancaroba..hhhahahah...gile bahasa baku..selalunyer kite lepak kite pk ape?mungking kite pk apehal yg aku buat lepak2 kat cini..waaakakak atau pun pk mcm mane nk gerak nie...hahha =)
tapi bile dah jumpe org yg kite kenal zaman tok kaduk dulu mesti riuh-rendah lain macam punyer..ehhehehhe =)

skg nie tengah termenung kat berenda rumah..tengok kat awan yg cantik...
xtaw la kenape kite je dpt tengok keindahan alam nie kan3...bukan selalu dpt angin
bayu2 tiup kat muke..hmm sdp2...
lagi2 kuar bulan..waaaaa rase nk nangis taw..sbb cantik teramat sgt...
okey la dah merapu dah nie...ahehehe kalau free nanti saye tulis la poem k..nite ppl

cun2

yeay! im home...just got back from pd..damn tried didnt sleep when we at pd..hahaha...in the car all waz fast asleep...hahahah..thankx to the ppl that make it happen..

THANKS YOU SO MUCH!! U KNOW WHO U AR...ehehehheheh!

my brother's n mel & sue!!...

malam ini..

yeay!! malam nie sy ade dkt PD..huhuh..sebelum bertolak kene la check ape yg hendak dibawa..


list of things to bring

-camera
-ipod
-2 short pants
-2 t-shirt
-1 jean
-2 towels
-RM 100 each

activiti bila disana

-banana boat
-go-curt
-mandi laut
-hang out inside the tent
-build a campfire
-go have a bite to eat
-take a long walk along the beach at nite
-memanah
-painball

hahaha...so its gonna be lots of fun..just to chear me up...
make my day a lot better..

bersiap2..ahha

tengah bersiap2 tuk pegi semayang jumaat..org islam wajib hadirkan diri..ahhahaha... =)

today n tomorow

today i went to rawang!!ehhe..just take my bike and go...
coz i feel like going somewhere..dont have any clue y im there..
then i just sit at the the top of the hill..thinking..
ehhe..i feel all my problem will go away if i just stay on that hill...
and the view..OMG so peacefull and calm..it was 1 on my watch..
so i just sit there until 3..then i go too the nearest hutan there...hehe
it brings back good memories..but i just enjoy the moment of peace n being srounded by the beauty of the nature..
then in the jungle i just sit on top of a rock near a stream of river n lay there for 2 hours then i went to my bike to head home but i waz not done runing for the bz sounds of kl..i drove my bike 2 another place that i call heaven on earth...ehhehe it was cool n relex when im there..there i want to write a song but i dont have paper in my hand..but the song is still lingering in my head..
it goes sumthing like this

engkaulah....dewiku
engkaulah....hatiku
engkaulah....duniaku
hanya engkau buat diriku..

eheh..only apart of the song i remember..ehhe...but who cares rite... =)
then i reach home at 7...then i took my guitar n start playing the song on my head..
it waz so2 coz im not a great singer..ahahha...then when im singing the song i feel peace
i feel relex but my heart is still sorrow...hahaha..but today i have so much fun going out
on my own..just the nature n me...ahhahaha =)
one more poem 4 u..

hari demi hari..
aku menanti...
tiada apa yg dpt menenangkan ku..
adakah hati membinasakan ku??
adakah sayang membunuh ku??
tidak lagi sayang akan diriku..
aku akur,dia terkedu
semuanya dtg secara melulu..
aku hampa akan cinta
tapi aku taw itu semua
hanya hati yg bicara..

hahaha..

hey ppl...im writing this coz im bored..hope u ppl thats reading my blog enjoy this...

bila bulan terang
malam yg indah bertuka kelam,
ku terkenang suara mu..
tapi apakan daya..
hatiku telah berkata..
adakah dia buat ku??
xmengapa..dia sudah hilang dari pandangan!
bagaikan burung terbang bebas tiada halangan..
kulihat raut wajahnya
ceria..xkusangka
akulah penyebabnya!
ku kata..adakah ini cinta..
mulut bisu xterkata..
hanya hati yg berani bersuara..
ku pulang dgn rasa hampa,
angin meniup wajah ku,
ku bergerak laju,
tapi apa yg ku kejar??
tiada apa yg ku dgr..
hanya bisikan hatiku yg sebak,
tapi xmengapa,
aku tahu cinta kadangkala
ada!
tapi bila ia dtg
seseorang pun xdpt merasainya
tapi bila ia pergi..
terasa cinta yg hadir di sisi,
ku bertanya
adakah ia cintaku??
adakah dia untuk ku??
hanya hati yg tahu
kerna hati sahaja yg dpt menjawabnya..

always remember this day!!

as the lovely melody sang to my ears,bring quite tears with love

"oh my darling honey bee,i have save you,and now that you're with me"

each words came back in the sweetest memories and captured in one of the love moment.
brings up so little space to think of the darker side.no longer stop me from dreaming of fantasy.
as that love flies in with "bum ba dara ba bum ba brum" lovely soft tone reminding me
of every secret word said.
no pain reveal and I've choose the thingaling sound knowing im with the right person
and its real.
im on the arm of the one and only that could carve big smile on me.
could cuddle me tide and still make me feel breathing
following each step with love.knowing what this suppose to be.
looking deep in his eyes,telling how the song goes sincerely
deep and meaningful ♥
oh my honey bee let this be one of the most precious love time for us
"and I'll promise I'll be there all time"

of course i care!

i care everything bout u k!!! just coz i dont call u everyday that's does not mean i dont care bout u!

*blur

today i wake up..no msg at the phone..
thought she gonna call..but i put my hope's so high..
what a world..but sometime world can be fun..sometime..
gonna put all the good memory behind..she have grown now..
she can choose.. think im in her way..entah la...
she know's what bad n good..argh! my head is gonna explode!
but apart of e said let her go her own way and other part of me
said dont let her go..hurm!..but i think if she dont feel the way i feel
than i will let her go..just go out of my sight!..argh!.y me??
i know im not that perfect..no other girl can make me hapie..
my heart is in deep pain!i think im gonna get away as far away
as i can..run until my heart stop beating..aaah..i feel like my soul
have left my body 4 good...what a life i have been trough...
god! lend me your hand..lead me trough this painfull fealling..
let me run!plsh let me be!

this is my new poem i think,

bila cinta dtg..dunia terhenti,
menatap wajahmu buat ku tenang,
ku belai rambutmu supaya kau tahu
aku lah yg mencintaimu
tapi apakan dayaku
kau hilang daripada mata ku
ku mencari,
kekiri dan kekanan,
tiada kelibat mu,
janji2 mu hanya kata2 manis
untuk membuat ku tidak ragu
tapi apakah ini cinta??
adakah ini sayang??
entah berapa soalan itu
bermain diminda ku..
bila kau bersama ku itulah
DUNIAKU!

....

hmm..buat salah xbuat salah ade je xkene dgn aku..semua kat cini salah aku,xder yg baik..biasa la aku kan jahat kate org..aku xbaik....skg semua xsuke kat aku..nasib2..

Sepi~

apakah sepi?adakah ia dtg drpd hati atau sebelum kita mati?adakah dia miliku??ku bertanya..pada siapa ku tanya??..hati menjawab segala yg ada..rasa sepi dtg bila dia tiada..lg ku tanya,adakah aku sepi??ia aku sepi..mengapa ku sepi??kerna dia ku sepi..mengapa oh mengapa??ku sendiri...hanya dia blh mengubati sepiku ini...mengapa dia??kerna hati sudah terikat...ramai org kata cinta dtg dan pergi tapi bg diriku ia dtg selama-lamanya..hanya dia seorang buat ku!!kau la insiprasi ku!

blur...

kenape kucing selalu comel??kenape anjing xsuke kucing??kenape anjing suke gado ngan kucing???mane la saye tahu..ehhehe =)

hurm..

sebenarnya saya tengah menanti seeorang tu tuk on9 tapi sape yg on9 pagi2 bute nie..hahahah saye sorang je kowt..ahaha

hehehe..

skg nie saye ade dekat tempat umah lame i..agak sedap la ddk kat umah kosong..ehhehe...tapi hari nie mesti besh punyer..i mean malam nie.opss!! pagi nie la..eheheh

yehooo!!!

first time using this apps!..hehehe...no i can blog 2..ehhehecan write my life story 2 the internet...yahoo!!!!