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yeay! im home...just got back from pd..damn tried didnt sleep when we at pd..hahaha...in the car all waz fast asleep...hahahah..thankx to the ppl that make it happen..

THANKS YOU SO MUCH!! U KNOW WHO U AR...ehehehheheh!

my brother's n mel & sue!!...

malam ini..

yeay!! malam nie sy ade dkt PD..huhuh..sebelum bertolak kene la check ape yg hendak dibawa..


list of things to bring

-camera
-ipod
-2 short pants
-2 t-shirt
-1 jean
-2 towels
-RM 100 each

activiti bila disana

-banana boat
-go-curt
-mandi laut
-hang out inside the tent
-build a campfire
-go have a bite to eat
-take a long walk along the beach at nite
-memanah
-painball

hahaha...so its gonna be lots of fun..just to chear me up...
make my day a lot better..

bersiap2..ahha

tengah bersiap2 tuk pegi semayang jumaat..org islam wajib hadirkan diri..ahhahaha... =)

today n tomorow

today i went to rawang!!ehhe..just take my bike and go...
coz i feel like going somewhere..dont have any clue y im there..
then i just sit at the the top of the hill..thinking..
ehhe..i feel all my problem will go away if i just stay on that hill...
and the view..OMG so peacefull and calm..it was 1 on my watch..
so i just sit there until 3..then i go too the nearest hutan there...hehe
it brings back good memories..but i just enjoy the moment of peace n being srounded by the beauty of the nature..
then in the jungle i just sit on top of a rock near a stream of river n lay there for 2 hours then i went to my bike to head home but i waz not done runing for the bz sounds of kl..i drove my bike 2 another place that i call heaven on earth...ehhehe it was cool n relex when im there..there i want to write a song but i dont have paper in my hand..but the song is still lingering in my head..
it goes sumthing like this

engkaulah....dewiku
engkaulah....hatiku
engkaulah....duniaku
hanya engkau buat diriku..

eheh..only apart of the song i remember..ehhe...but who cares rite... =)
then i reach home at 7...then i took my guitar n start playing the song on my head..
it waz so2 coz im not a great singer..ahahha...then when im singing the song i feel peace
i feel relex but my heart is still sorrow...hahaha..but today i have so much fun going out
on my own..just the nature n me...ahhahaha =)
one more poem 4 u..

hari demi hari..
aku menanti...
tiada apa yg dpt menenangkan ku..
adakah hati membinasakan ku??
adakah sayang membunuh ku??
tidak lagi sayang akan diriku..
aku akur,dia terkedu
semuanya dtg secara melulu..
aku hampa akan cinta
tapi aku taw itu semua
hanya hati yg bicara..

hahaha..

hey ppl...im writing this coz im bored..hope u ppl thats reading my blog enjoy this...

bila bulan terang
malam yg indah bertuka kelam,
ku terkenang suara mu..
tapi apakan daya..
hatiku telah berkata..
adakah dia buat ku??
xmengapa..dia sudah hilang dari pandangan!
bagaikan burung terbang bebas tiada halangan..
kulihat raut wajahnya
ceria..xkusangka
akulah penyebabnya!
ku kata..adakah ini cinta..
mulut bisu xterkata..
hanya hati yg berani bersuara..
ku pulang dgn rasa hampa,
angin meniup wajah ku,
ku bergerak laju,
tapi apa yg ku kejar??
tiada apa yg ku dgr..
hanya bisikan hatiku yg sebak,
tapi xmengapa,
aku tahu cinta kadangkala
ada!
tapi bila ia dtg
seseorang pun xdpt merasainya
tapi bila ia pergi..
terasa cinta yg hadir di sisi,
ku bertanya
adakah ia cintaku??
adakah dia untuk ku??
hanya hati yg tahu
kerna hati sahaja yg dpt menjawabnya..

always remember this day!!

as the lovely melody sang to my ears,bring quite tears with love

"oh my darling honey bee,i have save you,and now that you're with me"

each words came back in the sweetest memories and captured in one of the love moment.
brings up so little space to think of the darker side.no longer stop me from dreaming of fantasy.
as that love flies in with "bum ba dara ba bum ba brum" lovely soft tone reminding me
of every secret word said.
no pain reveal and I've choose the thingaling sound knowing im with the right person
and its real.
im on the arm of the one and only that could carve big smile on me.
could cuddle me tide and still make me feel breathing
following each step with love.knowing what this suppose to be.
looking deep in his eyes,telling how the song goes sincerely
deep and meaningful ♥
oh my honey bee let this be one of the most precious love time for us
"and I'll promise I'll be there all time"

of course i care!

i care everything bout u k!!! just coz i dont call u everyday that's does not mean i dont care bout u!

*blur

today i wake up..no msg at the phone..
thought she gonna call..but i put my hope's so high..
what a world..but sometime world can be fun..sometime..
gonna put all the good memory behind..she have grown now..
she can choose.. think im in her way..entah la...
she know's what bad n good..argh! my head is gonna explode!
but apart of e said let her go her own way and other part of me
said dont let her go..hurm!..but i think if she dont feel the way i feel
than i will let her go..just go out of my sight!..argh!.y me??
i know im not that perfect..no other girl can make me hapie..
my heart is in deep pain!i think im gonna get away as far away
as i can..run until my heart stop beating..aaah..i feel like my soul
have left my body 4 good...what a life i have been trough...
god! lend me your hand..lead me trough this painfull fealling..
let me run!plsh let me be!

this is my new poem i think,

bila cinta dtg..dunia terhenti,
menatap wajahmu buat ku tenang,
ku belai rambutmu supaya kau tahu
aku lah yg mencintaimu
tapi apakan dayaku
kau hilang daripada mata ku
ku mencari,
kekiri dan kekanan,
tiada kelibat mu,
janji2 mu hanya kata2 manis
untuk membuat ku tidak ragu
tapi apakah ini cinta??
adakah ini sayang??
entah berapa soalan itu
bermain diminda ku..
bila kau bersama ku itulah
DUNIAKU!

....

hmm..buat salah xbuat salah ade je xkene dgn aku..semua kat cini salah aku,xder yg baik..biasa la aku kan jahat kate org..aku xbaik....skg semua xsuke kat aku..nasib2..

Sepi~

apakah sepi?adakah ia dtg drpd hati atau sebelum kita mati?adakah dia miliku??ku bertanya..pada siapa ku tanya??..hati menjawab segala yg ada..rasa sepi dtg bila dia tiada..lg ku tanya,adakah aku sepi??ia aku sepi..mengapa ku sepi??kerna dia ku sepi..mengapa oh mengapa??ku sendiri...hanya dia blh mengubati sepiku ini...mengapa dia??kerna hati sudah terikat...ramai org kata cinta dtg dan pergi tapi bg diriku ia dtg selama-lamanya..hanya dia seorang buat ku!!kau la insiprasi ku!

blur...

kenape kucing selalu comel??kenape anjing xsuke kucing??kenape anjing suke gado ngan kucing???mane la saye tahu..ehhehe =)

hurm..

sebenarnya saya tengah menanti seeorang tu tuk on9 tapi sape yg on9 pagi2 bute nie..hahahah saye sorang je kowt..ahaha

hehehe..

skg nie saye ade dekat tempat umah lame i..agak sedap la ddk kat umah kosong..ehhehe...tapi hari nie mesti besh punyer..i mean malam nie.opss!! pagi nie la..eheheh

yehooo!!!

first time using this apps!..hehehe...no i can blog 2..ehhehecan write my life story 2 the internet...yahoo!!!!