Really?

Today can't sleep.. Been thinking the whole day.. Why I'm like this? Why cant i just move on? All the sweet memory's is gone!! I hope I can get trough this.. I can only hope this feeling fade away.. Owh GOD please help me.. I'm suffering GOD.. Please take this feeling away so that I can get trough this day and the next.. I hope that she is happy and I will always DOA for her happiness.. I can't give her what she want and I hope the next guy that she with will give her what I can't give to her.. If she is reading this I hope she just be like she is right now happy and always smiling.. Hope if you see me out there just be happy and don't show your sad face.. Just smile and laugh.. Just let me take all your pain and suffering and carry it with me.. I still remember my promise to you..  All I can do is DOA for your happiness..




You will always be a chapter in my life.

Why.

Lets fly to the black sky and let our dream of happy ending fade,

Lets get to a place where there is no sorrow, only to find misery,

Don't jump in if you don't want to be in it,

Do make any decision if you can't commit to it,

Counting the days hoping to find some true happy ending,

Always fail to grasp the true meaning,

Don't be sad because you don't have wings to fly,

Don't make people look pity to you cause they don't care about you,

Heart is a nasty thing they say,

Only heart can let you astray,

So let those shackle away form you,

Just let yourself fly to the black sky,

Only suffering you will find,

One heart cannot bare,

But only god you can share.

Touch your dream

Someone told me that you can't touch love but you only feel love..I'm living in this world full of hope and dream but can I touch the dream? Can I? If I can touch it I think the world is ending soon because you can only live your dream not touch it..I live in this world hoping for the best and achieve the highest things in life.. I often wonder is there is still hope for me? Is there hope in living out my dream? I think without dream people will live in a gray area in their life's..not to judged other people but its a fact that once u have achieve your dream you have overcome all the obstacle in your live insya'Allah god will guide you in the right path and send you a better days than now..I always have great respect for those who have already live their dreams and I envy them because I can get the dream that I always dream off, in my envy ness there is proud also in them because they have overcome their fear and obstacle to get what they want.. I hope that someday I can get the same things that they have achieve and more..I also hope that one fine day me dream of traveling all over the world come true and I hope GOD will guide me in the right path so that I can overcome my fear and obstacle to archive greatness in life.

Once you set your mind at something insya'Allah he will see your effort and grant you with with what you wish for..I hope God see my effort and grant me my dream insya'Allah..everything's that is bad always come from me and all the good things always come from HIM, and I will never forget where I come from and what have I overcome may Allah led me to a better tomorrow insya'Allah..